three days alone at home

I just realized that most of the time I'm writing in here I'm sick, having holidays, days off, having celebration and kind of this. So why I'm writing now...I'm sick since three days and I finished school. Kind of a summerflu. Its around 30C outside and I actually dont now how everything was able to start with a sore throat. The best thing was; At the weekend I read this little part from a diet book at my friends house where was written that you should drink as much as you can. So Monday morning I was really ambitious, making a big pot of tea with an extra lemon. I told everybody at the office how healty that was and now with the extra lemon I'm not going to be sick the rest of the year...well, two days later.... Nothing lasts forever ;))

Last week I had my final oral examination. And do you know what: I PASSED!!!!!!
Yesterday would have been this graduation ceremony and getting our final certification. Well, I wasn't able to join the party and so I also dont know my mark for my dissertation and oral ex...I'm excited! Hurry up postman! ;)

What I intended to wear this evening...

The new album from SIA and the most thrilling book "Final - The last days of the earth" saved my days

                             

and because it was so boring this days I also took some detail photos from my bedroom..

Now that I'm finish with school (sounds good) I have a LOT more freetime! OLEEEE
I actually have time to do all the things I missed doing during hard studying time. I already have some plans..among other things I want to set my bedroom..buying a candalier and printing some of my photos large size.
And do you know what..I'm going to stay at Jingle Jungle Recordstudio!!! :----D

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i would love to lie in my warm bed now and listen to the rain trickling at my window.
instead i already ran trough the whole city getting my feed wet. It's not fun.

Rainy Poppy

this days i realized that swiss mountains are my second home

Ganzes Glück

Ich aber setze mein Vertrauen auf dich, meinen Herrn; dir nahe zu sein ist mein ganzes Glück. Ich will weitersagen, was du getan hast.

Psalm 73. 28

I'm really really tired. I think I didn't feel that tired since my hard final exam studying last year! Since January we are less people at the backoffice and it makes work much harder. Most of the days I finally get home at 7.00pm or later and have no enery to do anything at home. Even the longer sleeping at the weekends can't help to recover from a week. I'm really in big need of holidays since I only took 3 days off since last summer(!!!) I would love to fly fare away, just back away for some time and being able to  settle my thoughts!!! At the end of March I finally have a week off but there wont be much possibilities to go away since no one else is free. :-/ So it's gonna be a hanging, long sleeping maybe one day wellnessing week. I actually dont know why I'm writing this in here...but somehow it's doing me good just to write down some things which are bothering me.
And there are so many decision I have to make for my future. Should I start with playing in the youthgroup band, should I go to Tokio or Australia in spring/summer or just do some easypeasy beach holidays in the south (i think i will do the second thing for this year), should I buy my own MacBookPro or should I wait for the update which comes whenever but than i cannot really start with my dissertation, and what should I write in my disseration and will I be finnished on time and will I be doing good, how should I make this portrait photos for the new Jingle Jungle webside without having a good light equipment (if anybody can help me with this..please tell me!) and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and.

 At work I sometimes get this funny-cute-nonsense Post-It messages from Colin. In German: "T.L called you. Private." T.L is a Swiss actor and musician who I once had to organise for a speaker job and since than everybody says I had a crash on him^^...wobii :--P

I had to take pictures from my big bro for a church magazine he gave an interview for and here we were in my bedroom preparing for the "photosession" haha I think this snapshot just brings a special atmosphere..

Schatten meiner selbst (it's only art so don't worry... ;))

 

 

 

 

  

mind's eye?

Since I had been at Photo 09 (Swiss Photography Exhibation) I have some inspiration for new photos. When I survived my school evening today (I have 6 evening of school this last education year, but each eve feels like a big overcoming!) I will have some more time again for doing the things i love to do. So keep on droping in here and I hope I will be able to show the photos I already see in my mind's eye.

it hurts to leave someting behind from which you thought it would fill your life...

"Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, 'Abraham!' 'Here I am,' he replied. Then God said, 'Take your son, your only son, whom you love—Isaac—and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on a mountain that I will show you.' Early the next morning Abraham got up and loaded his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about.  On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance. He said to his servants, 'Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.' Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together,  Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, 'Father?' 'Yes, my son?' Abraham replied. 'The fire and wood are here,' Isaac said, 'but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?'  Abraham answered, 'God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.' And the two of them went on together. When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.  Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, 'Abraham! Abraham!' 'Here I am,' he replied. 'Do not lay a hand on the boy,' he said. 'Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.' Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son.  So Abraham called that place The Lord Will Provide. And to this day it is said, 'On the mountain of the Lord it will be provided.' I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, and through your offspring Then Abraham returned to his servants, and they set off together for Beersheba. And Abraham stayed in Beersheba. " all nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me.' The angel of the Lord called to Abraham from heaven a second time  and said, 'I swear by myself, declares the Lord, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son,
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...but there will be a blessing.

paris, je t'aime

Zwischen Weihnachten und Neujahr unternahmen my dear friend Nicole und ich einen kleinen Trip nach Paris. Anbei ein paar Eindrücke von unserem kleinen Ausflug in die Stadt der Liebe.

Hier soeben erst angekommen und einen kurzen call nachhause:

morning view 9.00 am
1. Tag von Notre-Dame - Rue de Rivoli  - Louvre - Champs Elysees - L'arc de Triophe (on the top)- Tour Eiffel (on the top, 2 Etagen unfreiwilig zu Fuss.. ;))

freezing our asses off... (es war nicht ganz so einfach ohne Stativ und mit kalten Fingern gute Bilder vom Eifelturm zu machen, ohne sie gleich zu verwackeln.)

 

2. Tag: Shopping - Kamera blieb zuhause

3. Tag: Auf dem Weg nach Schloss Versailles. Es hatte leider so viele Touristen, dass es sehr schwierig war die Stimmung des Schlosses einzufangen ohne gleich zehn Köpfe auf dem Bildrand zu haben. Zu guter Letzt noch einen Abstecher zur Bastille mit einem gemütlichen Abendessen mit Omelette, Toast und Pommes in einem chicen Caffé.