I'm really really tired. I think I didn't feel that tired since my hard final exam studying last year! Since January we are less people at the backoffice and it makes work much harder. Most of the days I finally get home at 7.00pm or later and have no enery to do anything at home. Even the longer sleeping at the weekends can't help to recover from a week. I'm really in big need of holidays since I only took 3 days off since last summer(!!!) I would love to fly fare away, just back away for some time and being able to  settle my thoughts!!! At the end of March I finally have a week off but there wont be much possibilities to go away since no one else is free. :-/ So it's gonna be a hanging, long sleeping maybe one day wellnessing week. I actually dont know why I'm writing this in here...but somehow it's doing me good just to write down some things which are bothering me.
And there are so many decision I have to make for my future. Should I start with playing in the youthgroup band, should I go to Tokio or Australia in spring/summer or just do some easypeasy beach holidays in the south (i think i will do the second thing for this year), should I buy my own MacBookPro or should I wait for the update which comes whenever but than i cannot really start with my dissertation, and what should I write in my disseration and will I be finnished on time and will I be doing good, how should I make this portrait photos for the new Jingle Jungle webside without having a good light equipment (if anybody can help me with this..please tell me!) and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and and.

 At work I sometimes get this funny-cute-nonsense Post-It messages from Colin. In German: "T.L called you. Private." T.L is a Swiss actor and musician who I once had to organise for a speaker job and since than everybody says I had a crash on him^^...wobii :--P

I had to take pictures from my big bro for a church magazine he gave an interview for and here we were in my bedroom preparing for the "photosession" haha I think this snapshot just brings a special atmosphere..